Okay, boys are stupid, idiotic beings that need to grow up! The guy I was with wanted the relationship, for some odd reason I said yes, even though it was long distance. One month before he comes to SC he breaks up saying that it'll never work because 'he'll never be able to look into my eyes, or touch me, or do anything with me.' And stuff like it's going to kill him to see me with another guy. Grow up, at least come up with a decent excuse.
Honestly I feel better about not being with him. I showed him my heart, but he never knew my story. He didn't give me butterflies, or those shakes you get when you're over excited about something. There was a lot missing, so I'm happy with the way things turned out. I only wish that it had not ended as harshly.
The sad thing is, the man who said he hated me, comforts me and says there will always be a place for me in his heart. Yet the boy who said he loved me, refuses to talk to me or even acknowledge that I exist.


For the first two days I was a little down but after putting much thought into everything I feel so much better about not having to commit to someone. It made Katie incredibly happy considering she didn't care to much for him. Also because she wants me to end up with someone else that I keep telling her is not going to happen. I'm sorry Katie but really, when would I ever get to see him?

Dance is almost over!!! Practice today, Thursday, and the party is Saturday night. We're going downtown for pictures first in our poofy salsa dresses and the men looking all spiffy in there tuxes. We'll dance Salsa, then the Waltz, and then the fun Hip Hop.

The following week I'm going to Florida!!! Finally. I am so so excited about getting to go there this year. I get to stay with one of my girls for the week on that wonderful island with the giant Hot Topic!!! I better get those dang surfing lessons too. Someone better teach me! lol Anyways i'm stoked right not, totally pumped about seeing a few of my loves before I move.

Much love