Hm he might not be mad, Allison, should he ever find out. Hurt possibly, but only slightly... would turn into a jealous person most deffiantly. Good gosh I can see that turning into something ugly! Like way worse than when I picked Josh over him (idiotic mistake I might add.)
Bad idea... you would think I would listen to my mind but nooo... Paige has got to listen to something else. Damn him. haha Truly I'm pissed off now, like more than I was before. Btw, people have been giving me to many things to remember make me a list of things to "Keep In Mind".

Katie isn't too happy with me right now considering I gave her some information only tonight instead of weeks ago when it happened.(Trying to keep it on the down low though babe.) She won't be any more jolly when finding out what transpired during the rest of tonight. I'm in trouble I know, I know. Just don't tell.

Ok so I'm going to NC to finish my senior year in High School. I'm cutting pictures and cute little sayings, best song lyrics ever or the ones the remind me of my loves and placing them in the book. If you're a friend of mine and when I say friend I mean someone real who actually cares about me...then send me a picture to have. Not on that is on any site either... it has to be one just for me. Yes I know I'm so demanding. Btw it has to be one I can actually show someone... don't be a tease.


Damn I am so screwed. Good job, you totally have me not thinking straight. For the record you wouldn't be able to get so easily,you have to fight... try for something you want. It's not going to come to you on a silver plate. Would never be handed to you like something easy.




Btw I know I've already told most everyone this by I'd Lie by Taylor Swift is just one of the greatest songs ever. She is just so darn cute! Derek thank you for actually liking her for her music and not her appearance. It's about time a guy has some sense.

And I need to firgure out in the next month or so if I'm working in Alaska or actually going to Texas and Cali instead....(Europe is still on though ...)